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You don’t realize the self-loathing, and hatred a brother has for himself in his day to day life when he remembers what he does when no one is watching but Allah. Before i begin, let me say that in this story of my own descent into sin, i blame no one but myself. I am a brother between 25 and 30 with my own family who i love very much and I’ve been practising for many years. I don’t want to go into the details, but soon after i was introduced to pornography, i was hooked on it.
I will deliberately be vague in some of what i say so that no one finds out who i am. What fanned the flames of desire was access to the internet.
This is a very large post, so it is divided into the following sections (click to jump to desired section): As someone who is experiencing this fitnah, i can authoritatively tell you that most of your comments that discuss the reasons for why people like me fell into this sin are way off mark.I am happy to see that the series has also spurred off discussions on other blogs in this area.